Here's what I Feel...

 3/14/14 (Katy)
I am so sorry that I, as a member of the Upstanders haven't been checking the blog recently.  I've noticed that it's become sort of a spam website because all we've been posting lately is "Go check out this blog." Yes, all of those blogs are ours but we probably shouldn't rely on you guys to check it out. 
Recently I've been having some really hard things happen to me that, as a 7th grader, are terrible to deal with.  With school and all I'm drowning in stress but for me, that's normal.  Let's just say a great friendship was brutally torn apart and it's hard.  Maybe it was a little more than a friendship, maybe not... I'll let you guys imagine what you want.
With this slaughter of a friendship, I started judging myself... A lot. It constantly got me down and I would always ask my friends almost everyday on advice not directly putting it towards me.  I'd say, "What if this happened, how do you think I should deal with it?" or I'd just straight up ask them my questions. 
My point here is self bullying can happen and if you don't think it's worth talking about, heck yeah it is!  Everyone has bullied themselves before and nobody likes it.  Talk to someone about it.  Talk to God (if you're a Christian), talk to a friend, talk to your mom, even.  Just get it out and ask them for help.  Asking for help is perfectly fine there's no rules against asking for it, so do it! I asked for help with just about anyone who'd talk to me and I'm better now.
Remember, everything happens for a reason and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.  This is Katy, signing out.